By Jaz James
Being a parent can be one of life’s most rewarding roles, but it can also be one of the most challenging. When your adult child takes a path you didn’t expect—like entering the adult entertainment industry—it can stir up a mix of emotions. You may feel guilt, shame, embarrassment, or even a sense of failure as a parent. These feelings are complex and deeply personal, but as followers of Christ, we are invited to navigate them through the lens of grace, forgiveness, and unconditional love.
Recognizing and Naming Your Emotions
The first step in addressing guilt and shame is recognizing and naming those emotions. You may feel guilty, wondering if you made mistakes as a parent that led your child to this choice. You may feel shame, fearing what others in your community or church might think. These emotions are real and valid, but they do not have to define you or your relationship with your child.
It’s important to remember that your child is an individual with their own journey. Their decisions do not erase the love, effort, and faith you poured into raising them. Acknowledging your feelings without judgment is the first step toward healing.
As Christians, we believe in a God who offers grace freely, not because we’ve earned it, but because He loves us. That grace applies to you as a parent just as much as it applies to your child. Guilt and shame can make you feel distant from God, but the truth is, His love is steadfast and unchanging.
Romans 8:1 reminds us, “There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” You don’t have to carry the weight of guilt for your child’s decisions. God doesn’t measure your worth as a parent by their choices—He measures it by His love for you, which is infinite.
Dealing with External Pressures
Shame is often amplified by the fear of judgment from others. You may worry about what your church family, friends, or community will think if they find out about your child’s profession. These fears are valid, but they don’t have to control you.
Remember that Jesus Himself was no stranger to judgment. He associated with those society deemed “unworthy” and was often criticized for it. He teaches us to prioritize love over appearances and compassion over judgment.
You are not defined by others’ opinions, and neither is your child. Hold onto the truth of Galatians 1:10: “Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ.”
Guilt often comes with the feeling that you’ve failed as a parent. But holding onto guilt can create a barrier between you and the freedom Christ offers. Forgiving yourself doesn’t mean dismissing your feelings; it means surrendering them to God and trusting in His ability to bring healing.
Isaiah 43:18-19 says, “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?” God is always working to bring new life out of brokenness. Trust that He is working in your life and in your child’s, even when you can’t see it.
Finding Freedom in Christ
Christ came to set us free—not just from sin, but also from the burdens of guilt and shame. Freedom in Christ means accepting that we are loved unconditionally and that His grace is enough for every situation, including this one.
As you navigate your feelings, spend time in prayer and scripture, asking God to replace guilt and shame with His peace and reassurance. Meditate on verses like Psalm 34:18: “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Freedom doesn’t mean the emotions will disappear overnight, but it does mean you don’t have to carry them alone.
At the heart of parenting is love—love that mirrors the unconditional love God has for us. Your child needs your love, your prayers, and your support, even if their choices differ from your expectations.
Choose to see your child through God’s eyes: as someone loved, valued, and made in His image. Extend grace to them just as God extends grace to you. Pray for their safety, well-being, and spiritual growth, and trust that God is working in their life in ways you may not yet understand.
You Are Not Alone
If you’re struggling with guilt and shame, know that you are not alone. Many parents face these feelings, and God sees and understands your heart. Lean into His grace, surround yourself with supportive people, and give yourself permission to release the burdens you’ve been carrying.
God’s plan for you and your child is bigger than you can imagine. Trust in His promises, rest in His grace, and walk forward in the freedom that comes from knowing you are deeply loved and fully forgiven.
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Jaz James is the director of Strip Church and founder of Lace Warriors, a strip club ministry that currently serves over 300 entertainers in West Texas and Northern Mexico.